evaporate?

it’s 2am, and I don’t want to go to bed – I’m physically tired from all the running around and socializing, but my mind spins restlessly. With a heavy cloud of thoughts tonight, I feel like disappearing again. I don’t know what I’m running from, but I know that I should act less dramatically lest people around me wonder what’s happening.

but it’s 2am, and i still don’t want to go to bed.